Tuesday, December 16, 2008 @4:09 PM
Well.
Today went out.
Realli veri tired.
Not physically tired
But mentally.
I
realli did not
noe why in the first place.
Only when i on bus
I gave it a
tod.
Thinking all the
posibiltys.
But,
Just nothing.
Only when.
I realised.
Is
cuz of my weird behavior.
I
realli dont noe y.
I will always
gib a smile in
wadeva situation.
Being
critisize,
Tease,
Etc etc.
Even when i scold people,
I will also smile.
Well,
Some may think smiling is good.
Yes at first.
But no...
I
dont noe y.
but will just feel tired.
Tired for using my
muscle on my
cheek.Tired for forcing my lip to a smile.But wad else can i do?Gib bak a angry face?Or just walk off?Obviously i cant do any of this.Cuz this is sooo not me...All i can do.
Is just force up a smile.
And pretended nothing happened.
常常一笑而过的我,先在感觉好累...